WARNING: GONNA BE A LONG AND WORDY POST!

alright man~~~~ its SUNDAY!! sch reopen tml!! i dunno whether i should be happie or not~~ aiyar... normal~~ but this one week hols does not feel like hols at all.. jus that i get to sleep late and wake up in the noon. PP is over~ nothing to be busy with currently.

home is super quiet.. with two of my sis overseas.. feels kinda empty without noise from Yam and both sis..
busy watching HK dramas... im finishing all of them soon... but guess im gonna watch them all over again. its SUPERB! local drama's standard is way way below them... pinning my eyes to my lappie for the whole day jus to watch them all! XD

was having some tots since the morning. not very happie ones.. couldnt slp at all... so woke up to watch one or two epi.. saw a rather big moth flying around.

first thought that came into my mind. could it be my beloved uncle who passed away almost a year ago?? i have no idea.. but its kinda big... and frens who noe me well definitely know that im afraid of things that FLIES! yes.. even birds. said a silent prayer.. telling it that if u are really my uncle pls dun disturb me.. i know its kinda stupid~ but it really flew off.. i wonder if he is conveying to me any message. close to one year ago when he jus passed away, i had many dreams of him.. its all peaceful.. most of the time i would wake up crying~ i really miss this uncle of mine alot.. his sudden death has caused a rather huge impact on me. and i was the only one managing his death.. my siblings are all overseas like now.. its really a hard time, as we are super duper close to him.. its his 1st death anniversary the coming Thursday, and im unable to turn up due to sch. guess everything would be fine.

second thought.. is of Wilson, who passed away one year and two months ago.. a really really close fren of mine.. though the time spent tgt was short but he had left many of us with beautiful and sweet memories of him.. thinking of him occassionally would sometimes cause me to tear..

both of them are real young.. there's still a bright future in front of them. perhaps their leaving is the right choice for them, releasing them of the pain that they are facing. they would always live in the memories of their loved ones.. such kind souls.

People do treasure the loved ones around you right now. dun wait till its too late for u to even regret!